{"id":28,"date":"2026-02-07T16:00:17","date_gmt":"2026-02-07T16:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/?p=28"},"modified":"2026-04-21T20:31:17","modified_gmt":"2026-04-21T20:31:17","slug":"from-the-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/2026\/02\/07\/from-the-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"From the Heart"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>By Jack Tellier<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When a film is released, it is nothing short of a miracle. Most critics could never make one themselves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Many film critics judge so harshly because they do not have the patience or understanding that comes with making a film. I\u2019m trying to make this sound as least-pretentious, or holier-than-thou, as possible. All of this is to say that it is extremely difficult to accurately judge something you have never done before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have made a feature film, it is <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/UTJcW-sLwO8?si=gVY2a4ueoeuNrVoV\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/UTJcW-sLwO8?si=gVY2a4ueoeuNrVoV\">a 100 minute documentary called \u201cJit.\u201d<\/a> I spent almost half of my teenage years creating it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Creation of &#8220;Jit&#8221;<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>In the \u2018twenty-teens\u2019 there was a very specific image or stereotype people held in their minds when they thought of an independent rapper. A caricature of sorts in the form of an unfit, gun-flashing, face-tattooed, colored-hair, high on cough syrup and xanax, word-slurring nuisance.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Around 2015-2019, a lot of these independent rappers were teenagers coming out of places in South Florida like Broward County or Miami. There was something very alluring about this lifestyle to middle\/high schoolers; so much so that kids all over my South Florida home began calling themselves \u201cLil [any word here].\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>These children wanted to \u201cmake it\u201d as rappers and they wanted to do so with minimal effort and in a timely fashion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had made a few music videos during this time in high school. In 2019 I made one for an old friend named Evan; he had been making music since 2017 and showed no signs of stopping. Usually these kids would make one or two songs and abandon their SoundCloud account altogether.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/image-1-683x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-30\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.6669969759614564;width:312px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/image-1-683x1024.png 683w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/image-1-200x300.png 200w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/image-1-768x1152.png 768w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/image-1.png 1000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/k5A14dd3k1A?si=mqIV0aMqnPd-nXqp\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/k5A14dd3k1A?si=mqIV0aMqnPd-nXqp\">After making another video for Evan in 2021, <\/a>I decided a month later that I wanted to make a short documentary about him and his rapper friends. Their music had much better production value than any of the other teen \u201crappers\u201d and I could see they were really passionate about their work.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wanted to make something that would shine a spotlight on these young artists and break the SoundCloud rapper stereotype that caused so many to disregard Evan and his friends. After about 6 months into filming Evan and the kids I met through him, I could tell this was going to turn into a different project entirely.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What I filmed over the span of three years was a group of teenagers who built something incredible together with their own hands, voices, and money that served as a temporary escape from internal pain and fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Jit - Rap Documentary (TRAILER)\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/XnoFXgTdm0c?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Around my last year of shooting, I switched my college path to fully online classes so I could work a job that allowed me to pay for: an original score, additional equipment, festival fees, poster art, title art, and more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After over a year and a half working at my screenprinting job, I decided to quit so I could work full-time on \u201cJit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Going all in<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Upon telling my boss I wanted to quit, I was full of fear. What did I just do? Am I crazy? Maybe so, but after my first full day editing, I realized I had made the right choice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My daily routine for the next few months consisted of: sitting down at 7AM, setting an eight hour timer and editing until the timer went off at 3PM.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After my first rough cut, I spent an additional year, on and off, editing the film and tweaking the smallest of details that I knew an audience would never notice.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rejection after rejection piled in from film festivals and illusions of grandeur became harder to maintain. I submitted to those festivals because I hoped it could be screened in a theater somewhere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Premiere Day<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>I owed it to myself and the rappers I had met to throw some sort of screening. I bought a ten foot screen, rented a projector, and gave myself permission to borrow around 40 foldable chairs from neighbors, relatives and a country club.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The last of my money went towards renting out a warehouse for a night and premiere T-shirts to give to cast and crew. Dozens of people in the film as well as their families and friends came to watch \u201cJit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"673\" src=\"https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-07-at-10.58.40-AM-1024x673.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-31\" srcset=\"https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-07-at-10.58.40-AM-1024x673.png 1024w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-07-at-10.58.40-AM-300x197.png 300w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-07-at-10.58.40-AM-768x505.png 768w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-07-at-10.58.40-AM-1200x789.png 1200w, https:\/\/myweb.fiu.edu\/jtell034\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7110\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-07-at-10.58.40-AM.png 1506w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>It was the most nerve-racking moment of my life and the final week of editing, promotion, stealing chairs, uploading trailers and planning the event probably gave me a few gray hairs on my otherwise youthful head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>How I Review Films<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>This is not me stroking my own ego or feeling like I have to prove myself to any potential readers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am simply saying that when I review films, I am looking at them through the lens of a filmmaker. I am viewing them as someone who knows what it\u2019s like to lack coverage in certain scenes, to lose footage, to deal with unruly cast and crew, to have technical issues and a limited budget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While many films are very flawed, and don\u2019t get me wrong, deserve critiquing, they can be criticized constructively and sympathetically. Film is a collaborative medium and many factors are outside of a director\u2019s control.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Filmmaking is not even close to being the most important career in the world. It is infuriating and stupid, a waste of money that is pretty useless. But it\u2019s so much fun and someone has to do it, right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How can film be pushed forward without a love and respect for the craft?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We live in an age where we are surrounded by nonstop, reactionary and lazily-made content. Headlines and videos tailored specifically to confuse and enrage because that\u2019s what gets clicks and eyeballs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I aim to be more thoughtful in my criticism and highlight strengths of even the most irredeemable films.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m not saying I\u2019m a better movie critic, but I try to be a more sympathetic one.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Movies are fun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline\">FOLLOW JACK&#8217;S MOVIE REVIEWS ON SOCIAL MEDIA<\/span>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/jtell034\/\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/jtell034\/\">Instagram<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/x.com\/jacksmovierevU\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/x.com\/jacksmovierevU\">Twitter\/X<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Jack Tellier When a film is released, it is nothing short of a miracle. Most critics could never make one themselves. 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